From last blog i think that it was my last blog but i hv many reasons to forced for writing this blog. No i am fine today but the previous some month i realy hated and dont want to come back again. In those period, I loose first time in study by caring backlog in TOC means theory of computation of 5th sem examination got only 23 number. The main reason of disappointing is that i m assured for only one subject among 5 during examination i.e TOC but got loose in it and others got success.
Later on moving i dont get chance to fill reval form of this subject as i got lessons from last my experience against EEES subject. So instead of taking a tension i was ready to broke it in my next attempt. All goes well day by day i prepare for 6th sem papers including this additional subject. Now a day comes examination dates declared---starts from 7jun to 18 jun. this is for others, my exam starts from 31 may, having a paper of backlog toc....so my first concentration on this subject. I finish 2 units of this subject till 28 mid of day but later when my evening passes, i was on my friend's home to desire some notes of TOC. Sudden i got call from my father and they want back me immediately to home and when i reach home approx on 7.30 i saw that i loss my grand mother. I was very shocked this was an another bad day of my life. She was very close to me even that day we communicate more than other usual days. This day is 28 may i hv a paper on 31 may.
I was decided to not go for papers in this condition but many of my college mates gaves me sympathy about this incident but also they forced me to come for papers. My family also says this is a real exam. So from 28 to 29 i was not touch any books at all and also not think about exams. My mind stay engaged in my grand ma's memory. But later when my aunt said me typical movie dialogue that your grand ma also happy to see your success and it is the offer to leave a best message for her by cracking a exam with good result. Later on i fully concentrate on my studies. I engaged my self inside a room, the whole exam. Many relatives comes to that 13 days but i must ignored them. This is very tough activity when the relatives is so close. My 4 papers among 6 goes during this period. But my papers done nicely even i m not sure about the good feedback from my checkers of examination. Ok exams over, but i feel not good, home gets empty from relatives.
After exams only one week for vacation, then a our one month training waits for us. Starts from 1 july to 31 july. This was just like a commondo training, the full day we sit in front of computer, this is JAVA training given by HCL company mentors. Training is average but gets a new memory in professionalism. I start with first that i haven't habit to comfort for full day so after lunch i slept for a moment in running lecture. But from next day me and my good friend arif gets a new habit to taste tea after lunch and in each day of training. All goes well then sudden on i think 7 july i listen about an another incident my grand ma in law leave us in world. That was again shocking news for me because she was in no any major condition, about her health. Ok again next 13 days is so painful for me but during which i got one good news that i clear my backlog subject toc with 48 marks that also increase my percentage but not enough to reach my expectations. But its ok, now i wait for my 6th sem result. Training completed gaves me good others day, also stimulate me from my family problem. Then my 6th sem result declared i got tensed because i got 62.7 percentage but i require 64.2 percentage to make average 60 overall semester from 1-6. On the last day of training we give a presentation on our project "cyber-voting". Our presentation was best and more like than others.
This all happens in that three months. That was very bad period for me. I m still struggling with my average lower than requirement. In those days many others bad incident also happen that i m unable to open.
But finally at this day means on 19th augast i m in 7th sem enjoying last 16 days of vacation during which i go for a out of station toor with my college mates. Now what next comes for me, I don't know but i still have a hope of waiting of happy days. TCS company offer placement in the next month and i must have to clear it at any cost. I know I face many problems to get success in this mission but i am ready to break any incident, any condition, or any new twist.......................
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i wish for your great future............
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gourav
When things get harder and you dont give up and continue giving your best, that is the time when you realize what are you made of :)
Gerardo
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